Hypovolemic shock refers to a medical or surgical condition in which rapid fluid loss results in multiple organ failure due to inadequate circulating volume and subsequent inadequate perfusion. Most often, hypovolemic shock is secondary to rapid blood loss (hemorrhagic shock).

Acute external blood loss secondary to penetrating trauma and severe GI bleeding disorders are 2 common causes of hemorrhagic shock. Hemorrhagic shock can also result from significant acute internal blood loss into the thoracic and abdominal cavities.

I didn’t feel good today..and it is because of my fear of rejection..For this past few weeks, there is a guy who became very special to me, who accommodate me so well, (actually I am not expecting that..don’t know if he is just flirting with me or what)..but after revealing myself to him (finally)..I don’t know if he still treat me that way before. I know that I will not get all that I want but for the reason that I am hoping and dreaming that he is the man of my dream, the man that God gave, and knowing that we will not be more than friend makes my heart bleed.

I really like him(so much), that I did everything just to know him deeper.Is this love or just a deep infatuation? He seem so high, hard to reach and hard to get compare to me who is simple,very common,childish,boring and lazy girl, in other words: we are totally opposite.

Do I need to continue my raging feeling for him?..or all I need is to move on and keep a distance? I am now having hypovolemic shock (initial phase) but I am still surviving, thanks to my compensatory mechanism.

PS: sorry for the wrong grammars and spellings and also for the unorganized thought..all I need is to release my depression.. j: